I want to be with him more than anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?

I've fallen for this boy. I want to be with him soooo bad, however, after we got really close he said that he couldn't commit to me because he felt like my relationship with God was on a different level than his, and that I couldn't challenge him on that level. I pretty much begged him to reconsider, so we're in the middle of taking a week long break before we decide if we can be together....even though i'm pretty sure he'll be fairly uncooperative with our slight religious differences, and besides the fact that he was sort of rude about all of this when we had the discussion about it...i should be mad at the way he handled everything, since in a way he did lead me on, however i can't help but want to be with him more that anything. i'm so torn up over this and just all around depressed about it...idk what to do, please help!!! im 18 and hes 21 were in college together...if that helps. we haven't had ..